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The moment Simon de Voil told me that he
was going to take testosterone, I recognised the opportunity
this presented. Inspired by the guerrilla approach Kate
Davis took in the inception of Southern Comfort, her documentary
about female-to-male transsexual Robert Eads, I bought a
MiniDV camera, and unfunded, started filming my friend's
transition. As a one-person crew with a small camera, I
was able to capture significant, very personal moments with
intimacy and sensitivity.
It was not my intention to take a sterile, clinical approach
to the story: transgender people are people, not the sufferers
of some freak medical condition. My own transgender identification
has been central to the desire to depict the experience
in a way that avoids sensationalism. By taking a deliberately
non-medical approach to the story, and focussing firmly
on character, I hope I have brought a human perspective
to the subject.
This vision has seen the film unfold through an organic
working process, and the generosity and trust of the participants.
The small production team of myself, producer Wendy Griffin,
editor Bert Eeles and dubbing mixer John Cobban has ensured
that the integrity of the project has been maintained from
its small beginning through to its culmination. As an artistic
exploration, it has been a journey that Simon and I have
taken together, as much as I have accompanied him on his
journey. It is clear to me now that the film has grown way
beyond the scope of my original intention. Far from being
just a story about gender transition, what has emerged is
a universal human story of risk, sacrifice and self-belief.
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